Emiliano Mancilla

I can see the finish line, I can feel some optimism about it, the probabilities seem to be greater than zero, it seems like things are happening in a natural way, I just have the responsibility of not blowing it. 

What bothers me is the impossibility of being amazed at this stage, which is the time where one has the strongest stimulus. All the thrill of just watching you walking, talking, smiling, watching. This fire I feel when you are by my side, the light I see emanating from you which makes feel surprisingly happy. 

I cannot say those things, I don’t want to scare you, I need to act cool about it. 

And that’s the burden that curses all this process, it’s just unjust to suppress all these emotions, to kill them and not enjoying them. And all the impulses I have, relate to the strongest drug never created.

Since  I told you how much I liked you, there has not been a single minute I am not thinking in telling you how much I like your eyes, your smile and your vibes, and how intense I’m counting the seconds, minutes and hours to see you again. 

But all this madness seems to be the price I must pay in order to be with you, I just hope not to run out of emotions when the right time comes.